[R.I.P, Grandma.]

Had been told that grandma had been passed away. I don’t know what’s the exact feeling I have right now. Grandma died so peacefully. Perhaps it is because of we did not live together before,the relationship between me and grandma is not too close so,I didn't have that much impression on the day we get along.

好久不见的更新，第一句写的话却是【R.I.P,Grandma.】是迷信吧….我今天确实右眼眉跳了一整天，都是一阵阵来的，一下一下的跳。我对婆婆的印象，在相处的日子那不多深刻，

 也许是不住在一起的关系，她年纪也很大了，加上我懂事以来去探望婆婆的时候，她也已经不太能清楚的说话。基本上来说，和婆婆交谈的日子，那些话语，根本不多。

할머니가 돌아갔셨습니다.아빠가 많이 울었어.정말 아주긴시간동안 울었다.아빠가 정말 슬픈 걸  알고있다.근데 난…아빠를 어떻게 편안하는지도 모르겠어.그래도 난 아빠를 위해 뭘해야할지 모르겠어.무력하네...

My father cried alots. I can feel the pain and how he sad.This is the time I saw him cry. It doesn't happen before I never see any of his tears yet even when my uncle passed away last year but this time,he really cried so sad.Even my mother also shocked to see that.


我不是没看过男人哭，只是那男人是我爸爸的话，这是第一次。对我而言，爸是个个性冷酷，不轻易 善于表达自己情感的男人，所以看到他的眼泪，哭得那么伤心，我难免伤感。真正感到难过的，并不是婆婆的离去，而是看到平时冷酷不轻易把感情表现出来的爸爸 的眼泪。婆婆已经93了，无病无痛平静安详的离去，对婆婆来说，对我们来说，这也是最值得安慰的。

距离去探望婆婆的前几天的时间的那时候，我以为爸已经对婆婆会随时离我们而去的事会有所心理准备，毕竟是自己的母亲，只是没想过会看到他如此伤心。几天前的探望，也算是见了婆婆的最后一面了吧。



婆婆，你安息吧！Please rest in peace.
我们永远怀念你。