[R.I.P, Grandma.]

Had been told that grandma had been passed away. I don’t know what’s the exact feeling I have right now. Grandma died so peacefully. Perhaps it is because of we did not live together before,the relationship between me and grandma is not too close so,I didn't have that much impression on the day we get along.

好久不见的更新，第一句写的话却是【R.I.P,Grandma.】是迷信吧….我今天确实右眼眉跳了一整天，都是一阵阵来的，一下一下的跳。我对婆婆的印象，在相处的日子那不多深刻，

 也许是不住在一起的关系，她年纪也很大了，加上我懂事以来去探望婆婆的时候，她也已经不太能清楚的说话。基本上来说，和婆婆交谈的日子，那些话语，根本不多。

할머니가 돌아갔셨습니다.아빠가 많이 울었어.정말 아주긴시간동안 울었다.아빠가 정말 슬픈 걸  알고있다.근데 난…아빠를 어떻게 편안하는지도 모르겠어.그래도 난 아빠를 위해 뭘해야할지 모르겠어.무력하네...

My father cried alots. I can feel the pain and how he sad.This is the time I saw him cry. It doesn't happen before I never see any of his tears yet even when my uncle passed away last year but this time,he really cried so sad.Even my mother also shocked to see that.


我不是没看过男人哭，只是那男人是我爸爸的话，这是第一次。对我而言，爸是个个性冷酷，不轻易 善于表达自己情感的男人，所以看到他的眼泪，哭得那么伤心，我难免伤感。真正感到难过的，并不是婆婆的离去，而是看到平时冷酷不轻易把感情表现出来的爸爸 的眼泪。婆婆已经93了，无病无痛平静安详的离去，对婆婆来说，对我们来说，这也是最值得安慰的。

距离去探望婆婆的前几天的时间的那时候，我以为爸已经对婆婆会随时离我们而去的事会有所心理准备，毕竟是自己的母亲，只是没想过会看到他如此伤心。几天前的探望，也算是见了婆婆的最后一面了吧。



婆婆，你安息吧！Please rest in peace.
我们永远怀念你。

what should i tittle it as? O.o

well

i was considering for a thousand times about

should i close this blog?

finally the answer that i got is -- 

maybe i can still hold on this for a while

i think?  hehe

 so i need your support more then everything  x]

It really had something bothering me recently

such as everything mess up in once

im not the type which will easily to get hurt but

sometimes, it make people tired

or maybe

i can start consider for

either what is i totally need in

or

what should i give up on

will the thing i choose to give up

is my facebook for the first choise?

*shrug shoulders*

Yeah Im always stay up late and also will just sleep at least in the midnight 

well i know it doesnt good for healthy but i just cant control it

I will bring me insomnia even I try to sleep early  O.O

maybe i will try to sleep more early next time

maybe? haha  x]

--- my recently pic♥

well maybe i will come back tomorrow

(OMG sun the night is cool for now  O.O)

 

Sad sad...tonight.. (*I'm Listening To) ：I'm A Loner (孤独的人) -- C.N Blue

update update update~!

finally i come up to update my blog
-    -

all because of nothing special happen to me at that time

and also i'm the lazy type.. :D 

dont ask me why suddenly change to write in English

I also dont know.. -   -

but what the truth is

I discover that my English is really SUCK..!!

after i use to write in English.. -   -

haiz... :(

ARHX..Ok~

I will stop my broken English here

if anything got wrong

just dont laugh at me and also please correct me ya? 

cause i really hope to do it more better

hiek hiek :) 

you can just leave on your comment to me  ( -    -  )
I will come back again maybe at tomorrow

love ya~ 

:D

假期前的的折磨... -- --

好久没更新了

怎么我发现

没出街没什么东西写我就懒得更新了… --    --

哈哈

我还是想complaint一下 --     --

最近网速真的超慢

之前到了12点半MSN还可以上得到

可是现在连要开网页也很难一下了

真的SIENZ到料… ><

终于下载到昌珉唱的Upon This Rock视频

之前都是听mp3的

OMO我一个鸡冻到….!!!  :D

看视频听真的和平时听歌的听法真的很不一样

沈昌珉那个高音拉得一个我的心也跟着荡漾起来

果然还是我家沈桑啊~~

哈哈哈

话说回来  -  2010年

本大姐终于都20岁了   --      --

我也不想认老的

但每次给那班破小孩叫我从原本姐姐的升级成为aunty

我能不认老吗我… > <

无论怎样！！

我还是想说

20岁嘛...

其实还是花一般的年龄~~  :D

所以你们就停止向我攻击或是不要叫我aunty了吧… --       --

这星期考试咯….

为什么我还是很懒得读书  --       --

要死料…. > <

祝我一切顺利吧~！

大家也要健康哦….

(原因最近一直有人生病)

:D